It's been close to a month, mhm. It's only been close to a month.

How am I gonna get through the days when I really start working? But then again, maybe, I don't have to work 10 hours a day, 6 days a week. Or maybe, I have to work for longer hours everyday? O.O The latter is probably the more possible one since I'll be, a doctor? Yeah.

It's actually pretty enjoyable, working. As in DURING work when you laugh with colleagues, talk crap, prank people and whatnot but before and after work, I'll be all exhausted and sleepy. I hardly have time for my family let alone myself. It sucks going home after work everyday and having dinner alone on most days. And before work in the mornings, my parents will be out before I wake up. I look forward to off days because I get to stay at home, feel all warm and cozy, having meals with the family and just relaxing :)

The thing I hate the most though, is the sore in my feet when I get out of bed and place both legs 0n the floor. It's like pesta all over again. The feet sore seems to be permanent. On the bright side, the backache that I thought was permanent is gone :) Probably got used to it already.

Also, I've experienced quite a lot of awkward/embarrassing moments.

This just happened yesterday actually. That awkward moment when you're holding your tray of food in McDees, looking for a spot. You find one, sit down and you realize everyone around you and I do mean everyone, is sitting down with the table full of food, waiting to buka puasa. Your break is only more or less 40 minutes and you really can't afford to wait for them to eat before you eat to kind of, respect them i guess. So you start eating. You feel eyes glaring at you, or maybe you're just paranoid.

Okay, I don't know why but typing that out doesn't seem as awkward as what I felt. But seriously, I felt people staring at me omg. I looked around to see if there are any other non-malays eating too so I won't feel that guilty but no. I kept looking at my food after that. Better not make any eye contact with anyone in case they beat me up.

That awkward moment when a group of people start talking to you in Cantonese and you try to answer in Cantonese as well but fail so badly with lots of UHHs & UHMs because you don't remember the words because you suck like shit in that language that you have to turn around out of embarrassment, turn back and start speaking in Chinese. *slaps self*

That other awkward moment when a customer speaks to you in Cantonese and you try to speak Cantonese. The words come out fine but it just sounds so damn weird that you wonder if the people around you are laughing out loud in their heads! D:

The embarrassing moment when you just found out that you've been spelling embarrassing as embarassing all this while and only realized because there's a squiggly red line under the word. Thank you Google Chrome. You're my hero.

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I gotta practice my Cantonese or else I'll have to be all weird and speak in Chinese whenever a customer orders in Cantonese.

Going for my graduation later! :)

Can't wait!