I've been, sad since last night because of something that happened which i am not gonna talk about because it'll only make things worse. When i think about it for so many times, i dont know why im that sad and why i should be because it's not really a big deal. Well, a part of me thinks it is but another part of me thinks that there's nothing wrong. It's like in movies, where there's a little angel and devil me by my shoulders. I really tried to look at the bright side of things but it doesnt stay very long. Then, i get sad again.

I have to move on.

I have to learn to tell people what i want and what i feel.

I have to be able to make decisions, fast.
I have to see things from a bigger point of view.

I have to grow up.